2016 Wasn’t So Bad 

It’s safe to say that when people reflect back on 2016 as a whole, they may not have the greatest things to say about it. A lot of crappy things happened in the world that reminded us that humanity still has a long way to go. A lot of celebrities died, many before their time. Politically speaking, there were a lot of disasters. I lost my Opa, a type of grief that I wasn’t ready for at all, and am still dealing with. 

Many people are counting down until the end of this year, and for those reasons, I understand. 

Personally, however, my 2016 story is a little bit different. 

In 12 months, I may have experienced more life changing, exciting, positive moments than maybe ever before. I completed my long practicum of teaching, with an incredible group of students and the best School Associate anyone could ever dream of. I was hired into two school districts, quickly getting the chance to first teach grade 7 for the final two months of the school year (with another incredible class, creating bonds with kids I never anticipated), and then being unbelievably lucky to land my own classroom for the first half of this school year. My grade 6/7 class has been life changing for so many reasons. I have discovered so many passions within teaching that I didn’t expect, I’ve grown in my craft and in my confidence, and best of all I’ve got a group of students that is going to be impossible… IMPOSSIBLE… to say goodbye to in a few weeks. I think there’s a Winnie the Pooh quote that talks about being so lucky to have something that’s so hard to say goodbye to, and that’s how I feel about my class. They’re smart, quirky, beautiful little humans who are going to do so much in this world and I can’t believe I’ve gotten the chance to be a part of their journey. That’s been the absolute best part of 2016 for me: realizing that 100%, without question, all of those years of volunteering and university and working four jobs has paid off, because this is the very best job for me in the entire world. So I can’t really fault 2016 for any of that. 
It’s a little crazy to think about everything that has happened this year. I made incredible new friends through PDP. I also lost a few incredibly important friendships, some of which I’m still not sure why. To those people, I hope you’re doing well, and I’m not holding any hostility, just good thoughts. 

I got to travel far more than I anticipated. My grand Europe trip of 2015 was somewhat of a signal of the end of my trips for the foreseeable future, and yet by April I was back on a plane to London! This was a “work trip”, one where I fell in love with a teaching job and accepted it. Can you imagine if I’d followed through on that? If I hadn’t gone to my job interviews at home, hadn’t ultimately refused that contract? I’d be ringing in the New Year in a pub somewhere in the English countryside, a life I had always imagined having before my own life decided it had other plans for me. Now, I can’t imagine being anywhere else but where I am.  

Still, I got to visit my friends in California, take the train along the pacific coast, travel to Leavenworth with my best friends for the holidays and take a few short breaks up to Harrison throughout the year. So maybe I didn’t get to experience the possibility of weekend trips to Dublin or Glasgow, but I’m pretty happy with the way things all turned out. 
So 2016, I WILL miss you, for the gifts you have given me and for person I have become in these months. Here’s to hoping that 2017 is as beautiful, rewarding, and full of love. Happy New Year, everyone! 

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Edinburgh, Etc.

visit scotlandAfter only a short time in Glasgow, our tour headed straight up into the Scottish Highlands to spend the night in Inverness. This was one of the drives I had been looking forward to the most, as we were promised a scenic drive alongside Loch Ness. I was certain that I would be the one to finally spot the lochness monster, and I had a new camera to capture it.

Unfortunately, things don’t always go as planned.  Continue reading

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What’s Next?

The last few months have been the busiest, most rewarding months of my life. I began my path to become a teacher, a “lifelong and life-wide commitment to learning”.

Yesterday, my module gathered for the final time in an educational environment. While we will still be taking classes all summer to finish our program, we will no longer be all together. Instead, we have begun a series of choices that will influence where this path leads us next. For me, that’ll be four courses in learning more about teaching practices in Language Arts, Math, Drama, as well as Curriculum Design.

Those aren’t really the choices I’m talking about though.  More importantly – it’s time for everyone to start figuring out where they want to start their careers. And this is where my internal struggle has been occurring for the last few weeks. Continue reading

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A Few Days in Glasgow

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Scotland is a place I’ve been wanting to visit since I was a kid. On my mom’s side, I have some great-grandparents who were born there, and while I had never felt a strong tie to the area (or to bagpipes!), I was still very excited to see where I, to some degree, came from, and our first stop on this tour was in Glasgow. Continue reading

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An Explanation for my Potential Absence

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Dear friends and family,

Hello. it’s me. I was wondering if after all these years you’d like to wait a little bit longer to meet. Continue reading

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A Reflection on 2015, and What’s Next..?

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On the very first day of 2015, I sat with my friends on the second floor of our local IHOP, too excited about the fact that we had finally, after so many years of wondering, gotten the chance to see what it was like upstairs.

That day, I was struggling with a minor decision – should I, or should I not, continue the tradition I had done the year before, and do a “Photo a Day” album for another 365 days. After all, I had a BIG year coming up – wouldn’t I want to document it?

I decided against it, and I’m glad I did. Because if I had to look at all the mundane, day to day, too-much-tv days scattered between the BIG days, then I might not look back on the last year as fondly as I can tonight. Continue reading

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The Intoxication of New Things

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I am a person who says that I don’t like change. It makes me uncomfortable, particularly if I’m happy with the way things already are. I like routine, I like schedules, and I love when things go according to plan.

So it’s interesting, I think, that I feel so strongly that I’m meant to be a traveler. Travel, almost by definition, is the experience of change, new things, and unexpected schedules. Continue reading

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Extrovert? Introvert? What Do We Mean?


The other day, I was at an incredibly engaging poetry workshop led by a teacher from Belgium. I admit, I was completely taken by his enthusiasm for his craft. The way he incorporates poetry into the classroom and encouraged us, as future educators, to do the same, was so inspiring.

I was participating ardently. I went to the front of the room to partake in a scent test, I listened to his song samples and wrote descriptive words to accompany them, and was totally invested.

But then he said something that drew me out of the experience entirely. Continue reading

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A Day In the English Countryside

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A magical feeling tends to roll over me whenever I’m in the United Kingdom – particularly when I’m in England. My love runs deep; Maybe it’s because of Harry Potter, maybe it’s because of Mary Kate and Ashley in the award-winning Winning London, or maybe it’s because all my favourite movies growing up had at least one character with a British accent. Whatever the reason, when my grandparents and I returned to London after our cruise, I was eager to go further into the country for the day to explore more of one of my very favourite countries. Continue reading

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Why I’m So Scared to Become a Teacher

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When I was four, I made my first major life decision.

My friends and I had been playing Sailor Moon at preschool, when our teacher asked for a “teacher’s helper”. Now, maybe it’s because my friends were trying to convince me to play Luna, or perhaps I felt like they just didn’t grasp the latest episode like I had, but at that request, I shot my hand up and ran over before anyone else had a chance. Continue reading

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